3 Weeks out. This week has been particularly brutal. I have come to the realization that drinking two pots of coffee and 5 pops a day is no good for anyone with aesthetic goals... not to mention three days ago I cheated with 2300 extra calorie splurge.
Lots of mind fog today and tiredness as I work my 15 hour days, and try to fit in diet, exercise and posing practice. I am not where I want to be with my weight and am carrying lots of sub-q water. If this is a mental game, I am on the loosing end. I know if I can stick it through today, tomorrow will be better, as I will feel better knowing I did not cave, and the mirror may be friendly to me. Lets see how I endure the rest of my day, its hardly over!
|Fun, tasty, ice cold WATER!!|